ok, aint updated in a wile. last weekend, andrew came over on the snowday, then jenny and amber and brendan showed up and we all hung out for a wile. me and jenny now have a song, lol "when i think about you i touch myself!" haha. then the next day i went over andrews, went to the dance, got to see jess and everyone, then went back and played GTA all night and saw the scarriest fucking thing ever, Rubber Johnny *shiver*. ask me if you wanna see it. so then nothin much really happend during this week, jessica came over today, that was fucking amazing! we had so much fun...lol i love her so fucking much and now i gotta go cuz moms bootin me, bye yall

Jessica<3

Ladies and gentlemen, i have an announcement.  i am head over heels in love with jessica wiseman! i want the whole world to know it. I LOVE YOU JESS!

ok, its been a wile. lets see, like last weekend me and jess went to see Walk The Line, really good movie. jess passed out on me a few times, lol. she looked so cute. then nothing really happend during the week. we had jess' semi last night! that was amazing, just seeing her and being with her, doin a little break dancing, lol dancing with her and kissing like 49254235 times, lol. 1 month, god damn that went fast. seems like just yesterday i asked her out. shes just so amazing, she drives me wild...i swear last night i almost wanted to say...hehe, thats it for now

Jessica<3 I <3 you

yesterday jess came over, that was friggin awesome. we had alotta fun for like 10 hours, cept my sister kept shooting at us lol. i dont really wanna go into detail, cuz i dont wanna scar anyones mind. lol. then today was thanksgiving, went to my aunts house, ate alot, passed out. now im home and bored, so yeah. thats about it

Jess<3

ok, friday was ambers party, that was fun. we all just sorta hung out in her basement, kicked the shit outta amber, watched james light his mouth on fire, and had a cake fight. then  later me and andrew snuck back over and we watched house of 1000 corpses while half the girls got stoned downstairs, lol. me 'n jess just sorta cuddled up and watched the movie, she kept nodding off. then we made out on the couch like we always do, lol. went home around 5:30, passed out, woke up, did yard work, andrew left, and thats about it for saturday. sunday, more yard work, then saw a play with jess and then hung out at her house for a little wile, did the same ole stuff lol. i <3 her. so then i went home, had dinner and just hung out. today, worked on a sheild for Guerra in the shop, and thats about it...now im bored enough to update and i guess im gonna keep bein bored

Jess<3

ok, yesterday. went over to jess' house for the afternoon. omg it was awesome! i missed her. after meeting her mom and then making out with jess for a wile, she stole my PVTA virginity, lol, and we went to the mall and walked around and stuff, went over to linens and things to meet her older sister, and when we came out it was friggin pouring so we ran to burger king in the rain and got soaked, then amber called and sorta messed up a good night by bitching out jess...so then we ran back to the bus stop in the pouring rain and waited for the bus to show up, jess was pretty upset about the whole thing with amber and i tried to cheer her up..i gotta talk to amber and see if i can fix this. then we got on the bus and went to her place...well, almost. we had to walk like all the way down her street in a friggin hurricane. got back to her house and there wasnt a single bit of either of us that was dry, lol. we showered together lol, that was funny. so we threw my stuff in the dryer and she wanted me to meet her grandma even tho i was like only wearing a blanket and my boxers...i dont think that'd make a good impression lol. so yeah, got dry and hung out, then i went home. now i miss her again, lol. gonna see her tomorrow tho at the party. i really gotta talk to amber and set this straight cuz i dont want her being mad at either of us, but expecialy at jess. but i have no idea where that girl is right now, so i gotta wait till i can get ahold of her. oh yeah, and i missed the bus today cuz andrew said that he'd meet me after school and we were gonna hang out but the douchebag ditched and i had no money or a cellphone, so i walked to matts and hung out for a wile. thats about it

Jess<3 

This weekend, i made the hardest desision of my life. im hanging up my gloves and taking a very early retirement from boxing. i just dont have the same drive to go the distance anymore, the love and the passion for boxing is gone. i wish it wasnt, but thats how it feels... fighting changed my life before, for the better. if it wasnt for fighting, i problebly wouldnt be friends with many of my best friends today. if not for fighting, i'd still be that fat quiet kid that got his ass kicked and insulted all the time and never fought back. but thats differant now, im differant now. in the end, it wasnt really so much about the fighting, but more about becoming a fighter...someone who could defend himself and harden himself and rise up from the gutter and become someone people looked up to. i became a man in the ring. i dont know if i'll go back someday...hopefully i will. but until then, im stepping out of the ring...never hit the canvas once...i went the distance with swinging fists and never went down once...in all, thats what really matters.

alright lets see here, had a half day, walked around town with andrew, hung out with amber jenny and brendan, not much else all week cept for wednsday that was awesome! me and jess just made out for like 3 hours all over my room, lol. i really like her alot! lol. now i miss her..and im going to the cape this weekend and i wont be able to talk to her so thats gonna suck! im gonna miss her lol. ok, im tired so im gonna go pass out. im gonna be home on sunday.

Jess<3

last night, me andrew jess and amber went to see Saw 2, that was pretty sweet! lol. bout halfway through the movie me and jess started making out, ambers mom was oh so happy about that, lol. so yeah, we're going out now. pretty damn cool if you ask me. so yeah, now today, me and andrew walked around town, went to courtney's house and hung out with her and heather, then went over matts so i could show him my bawls, lol, then me andrew and matt went to jennys. i got fisted like a million damn times -.- and jenny beat me up...AGAIN!! lol, then everyone had their hands all over my bawls. then i got picked up, and thats about it.

Jess <3

wooo, ok. wensday half day, me and andrew walked around town for like 6 hours...ho-ly shit it was cold! we hung out with heather and courtney, then over to jennys house for a wile, that was fun. thursday, just did some work and went to the dentist. friday, watched the volleyball game, then hung out with amber, jenny, brendan and andrew. and last night, that was awesome, lol. went to the homecoming, cool party \m/, danced with amber a few times but mostly just rocked out!  GODDAMN WHITE CHOCOLATE!!! lol. then i came home and passed out, amber called and woke me up at 1...AM or PM? what time is it? who are you? whats going on? lol. so then her, jenny, and jessica showed up and we hung out for a little down here, amber sounds JUST like my dog if you sit on her! lol. then brendan came over and we all had an orgy on the bed. i ended up taking my pants off and was just hanging around in my boxers with everyone, lol. "wanna come to the pants party?" then jenny and brendan sucking face got a little uncomfortable right next to us, so they went on the couch and amber jumped on me and jess. then prolly around 3:30 them two passed out, amber fell asleep on me lol, she looked so cute then at 4 they had to go, jenny pantsed me and revealed my left ass cheek -.- then amber pantsed me in the basement and reavealed..everything -.- lol, goddamn horny bitches!!! so yeah, now im gonna take a shower or somethin...my neck is killing me from headbanging and my shoulders hurt from goddamn Numa Numa, lol. so thats all